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Sunday, December 17, 2006

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Tina xo

Sunday, November 12, 2006

CRC



“I thought you had a meeting today?” Ava asked looking at the time. It was 5.45pm.

“I do,”

“Well shouldn’t you be there?”

“Probably should…” I replied, going through the draft copy of the web page so far… I needed to concentrate…

“I’ve given the keys to Nat so they can go and start off, we’ll go as soon as we’re done.” I added, scrolling down to the end.

“We?”

“Yeah, you need to be there when I explain this to them… or maybe you’ll have to do it all alone while I make some calls,” I said in a tone she couldn’t argue. I don’t think anyone would dare to right now… I am tired, frustrated, sleepy and out of time! I haven’t had any sleep, been on cafeen all day, done half of the work I should have and told off at least 7 people.

Hmm… so the web page is going to be black, with white writing and red headings. It will have an activities page, photos, blog, members, and students, talk page, videos, in charges, ideas and up-coming events. So far, that’s it. I went through my notes that had descriptions of every page.

“Ava, type these up under their headings while I go call St.Peter’s principle and Nat.” I said and stood up.

“In what?” She asked.

“In what?” What kind of question is that??

“I mean…”

“Oh, of course, I guess… use italic or cursive font and make it an orangey peachy shade… lightest red… I’ll be back,” and I left before she asked something else!

Hopefully, this time I will be able to get in touch with the principle, how busy can one possibly be? What is he like the priminister or something? I’ve been trying for 3 days!

* * *

What am I meant to do? Great, so just write it all up is that all? I just don’t want to piss her off. She seems so tired and frustrated right now. Poor girl. Usually Rose is the sweetest girl you can come across, no matter how bad your day has been she will give you a smile and make everything fine… and today she’s just going right off! So I want to get this right… I guess I’ll start from the top!

Activities

Like playing Chess, Tic Tack To and other Computer games? In fact even games like Monopoly, Pituitary and

Chess Online? Well you can now, and that too on our own Website! To add to the fun, you can play with anyone that is logged on from the University, so call in all your friends and have a fun game of Pool!

Photos

Marine University is always filled with fun things to do… and each time we have fun, we’ve got Kodak Moments for it too! So come on in and check out all the photos from past events…leave comments, rate them and if you have some you’ve taken that you’d want up here, just send them in!

Blog

Ever had curious thoughts about something? Anything? Wanted to see things from others point of views? Ever had something in mind but didn’t know what to think of it? Well, this is the place for you. Send in any thoughts you have, any idea’s… topics, curiosities, and we shall talk about it with you! Coming up; the right colors for the right Seasons!

Members

Become a member; get newsletters to up coming events, new photos and anything you could possibly need to know!! Also get offers and discounts on things later on when construction completed! It is completely free to get a membership for the next few weeks, so get in before you get charged for it! You don’t even have to be a part of this University to become a member!

Students

Guess what? You guys can now log into your mails from this website! Have your own cool email address unlike the University ones and keep in contact with your friends in this new cool way! The best part is, if you can now also get access to the Read Only files in the Library from this website! So no more “Oh Shit” If you’ve forgotten to collect your assignment sheets… just simply become a member and log onto your student accounts!

Talk page

Here you can talk about anything and everything! Discuss things with others; have conversations going… it’s just like a Chat Room yet cooler! We even have a separate page for people that want questions answered. That’s right, if you have a question you want answered or an advice or problem solved, just leave it in the Question Box and we will get our experts to answer them for you… these Questions will be checked every week on Fridays and Mondays. So drop in and ask anything you want… and you don’t even have to leave your name!! To access this page become a member now for FREE and start from today!

Videos

Watch all the funny, embarrassing video’s that have been taken by students on Night outs and events! Also take a sneak peak at our Funniest Video of the Week… don’t forget to Vote for next week’s!

In-charge

In here is a list of people who are in-charge of this website with their Contact details, their Year level and what part of the website they moderate… this way, you can always contact one of us if you have any questions or interests. Looking forward to hearing from you!

Ideas

This website just wouldn’t be complete without this page… how could we not have an Idea’s page? Anyone who has an idea to make this website better and more fun, please go on and tell us your idea’s! This also includes things like what you would like the CRC to do for you next, who you would like to hear on the Radio Show etc. Just chose your category and let us know what’s on your mind! We really could use all the creative minds in here.

Up coming Events

Dances, Gigs, Shows, Balls, Comedians, Quiz Nights, Theme Parties… name it and we’ve got it! Our university is full of parties and late nights… so keep in track with them and make sure you turn up to it! Meet new people, make new friends. Find out all about the Up coming events, only here!

* * *

“Ava is going to show you everything we’ve done today… see that till I go and freshen up.” I said, 10 minutes after walking into my apartment. Everyone was already here, except Maria she probably was just on her way. I had absolutely no energy left. None what so ever. So glad my apartment looked livable, thanks to Nat. “It’s just a draft copy, feel free to give suggestions or change anything you want to…” I said, still looking at all of them. “Umm… please listen to Ava while she talks, I know how you guys can be… we’ve had a long day so it would be nice if everyone just let her speak about the website… and Andre will Introduce her to you right now…” I said and walked inside my room and shut the door. Should have probably asked Andre 1st if he could introduce Ava to everyone, but I really didn’t want No for an answer so I didn’t take my chance.

I didn’t even kiss Conner when I came in… god I must have lost it. I just remember seeing Nat in the kitchen just a few minutes back and that’s it… I guess I’ll speak to him when I go back out… he probably knows just how tired I am. All I want to do is wash my face, change my clothes and fall onto my bed and sleep the evening away and wake up tomorrow! “24 hours are too long…” I whispered to myself and sat down on the bed as my door slowly opened and Conner came in.

“Hey Jaanu…” I said just turning my head around to face him. I didn’t have enough energy to turn my entire body around or walk over there.

“Hey Rose… Aww babe you seem tired… you shouldn’t stress yourself out so much,” He said walking over to the bed. “You can only do one thing at a time… give yourself some rest.” He whispered and massaged my shoulders. I let them lose and closed my eyes. “Sleep early tonight… no staying up or computer or anything. Please sweetheart.”

“Alright… I promise,” Mmmm I was ready to agree to anything as long as he didn’t stop the massage. I needed this so bad… “I’ll have dinner and sleep once everyone’s gone.”

“I’ll make sure everyone is quiet today. No jokes or loud voices… just take care of yourself.” He added. “How was your day?”

“It was long, and busy. The website’s coming along all right so far. Probably needs many changes… I still have so many more things to do. I called up the principle again today but he wasn’t there so I left another message! I don’t think he will ever get back. Maybe I should go over there again!”

“Wow, darling, slow down… get everything else done 1st… and your priority needs to be resting. I’ll take care of the rest. We all are here to do those things. Nat can help. Maria is there, Andre, Jake… now we even have Ava… so please don’t worry so much,” I opened my eyes and turned around to look at him. He knew what I was thinking… despite of all these people being here, none of them were going to get anything done with me pushing them all to do it. They need to be forced and reminded about their responsibilities… so really, I need to worry… and we both knew that. But I didn’t mention it… I just simply smiled and turned back, making the most of my amazing massage…

“Sorry I made you have a late night yesterday… I should have picked a better day to tell you about the gig,”

“Shut up Conner… you know it meant a lot to me… just as much as it means to you! Please don’t say that…” I said and shrugged a little as his hands moved away from my shoulder. I can’t believe he would say that. This meant so much to me… I was so happy and excited… I’ve just had a long day! That’s it; he can’t just always say such things… I refuse to say anything!

Conner wrapped his arms around my waste and leaned his chin on my shoulder as I felt his hair brush my cheeks. He held me back closer and tighter and took a deep breath. “I’m sorry…”

Aww… that’s so sweet. “It’s okay Jaanu… just please don’t act like important things don’t matter to me…” I said and turned slightly to face him and kissed him lightly on his cheeks, then moved to his lips.

“Pakka!” He said and kissed me back. Pakka means promise in Hindi… Conner and I use Hindi words every now and then in our conversations. It’s just so cute the way he says them. I love his accent. The way he has his unsure expression and yet tries his best. It’s adorable.

I suddenly had the urge for chocolate. Yes. I know it’s very random and I may just be turning into Riley but I needed it. I leaned forward and opened the drawer… a box of Lindts Milk Chocolates, perfect. I took out a red one and unwrapped it. “You’ll have one?” I asked, even though I knew he isn’t a chocolate fan. As I thought so, he said no. That’s another great thing about being with Conner isn’t it? He doesn’t adore chocolates, and I do. So we’re great… because he gives them all to me. I don’t know if I could ever stand being around a guy who loved chocolates. He wouldn’t let me have them all. I turned to face him and smiled and dipped the chocolate in the Melted Choco Dip on my side table and ate it.

“You’ve got some on your lips…” Conner said, smiling at me like it was cute. He leaned closer and kissed me. “It’s gone…” Aww… I’m so glad I didn’t ask where… he had this unsure look on his face. “At 2nd thought, I think I like the chocolate…” He said, trying to remember the taste. “Or maybe it’s just you…” He whispered as our lips met. If Conner would be this romantic every time I ate chocolate, I’d have them twice as much and become very fat. But I don’t mind, as long as he’s like this every time I have one. Because I really like it! I pushed myself back and rested my head on the pillow, beneath Conner’s body. He pulled me up closer with his hand behind my neck as we kissed. Slowly all the noises outside faded away and I couldn’t even remember why I was feeling tired earlier…

[Mobile Ring tone]

It was my phone; so I tried to ignore it, you know, act like it wasn’t ringing!

“Babe you should take that…” Conner said slowly backing away.

“Cant I just ignore it?” I asked as he picked my cell up from the side table. Private number. I hate mobiles. In fact I hate phones. Who ever invented them had obviously never been in a heated moment!

“Hello,” He said, answering the phone. I just stared at him; amazed he’s still mine. Even the way he says hello is so damn attractive. His voice… his attitude… I just want to be here and look at him all day.

“Yup this is Roses’ mobile. Who’s this?” He continued talking, as I continued staring… wondering why he isn’t with some other hottie. He’s got so much class! He’s just a dream guy.

“Oh… uh yeah she’s right here Sir. One minute.” He said, getting off of me onto the other side of the bed. I got up too, wondering whom it was.

“It’s the St.Peters’ Principle!!” He said with his hand on the receiver. I jumped up from the bed and took the phone from Conner’s phone and straightened my t-shirt.

“Hi sir. It’s Rose,” I said; finally glad to have gotten in touch with him! Conner opened my door and went outside, probably to ask everyone to keep it low because I was on the phone. An important call. One I’d been trying to make for weeks!

* * *

“Yeah of course.” Rose said on the phone as she entered the hall. She was on the phone to the Principle of St.Peters, so I’ve been told. “I’ll make sure of that…” She continued talking in pin drop silence as we all stared at her. We really want this ball! Well, the girls want it because Peter’s boys are cute and guys want it because the peters girls will be there too! Now we just have to wait till she is off the phone.

“No, not at all. You don’t have to say that…” I wish she would say a bit more then just that, so we would have an idea of what was happening! “Oh… yeah sure not a problem… thanks for calling back,” Her voice suddenly went down. From excited to curious to impatient it was now low! Which to me doesn’t seem like a good sign. Nat nudged me from the side.

“What do you recon Riley?” She whispered.

“Not a clue… we’ll see,” I said, turning back to the conversation on the phone.

“Oh, yeah sure… I’ll do that. Thanks,” she said and hung up.

“Well?” Andre asked, waiting for some kind of reaction from her.

“Ah, he was… yeah… seemed busy…” She said, looking around the room at all of us. “He said that… that he doesn’t mind!” He – what? Oh my god!

“Woo hooo!” screamed a girl from behind. I guess every one is happy ey?

“All thanks to you Rose!” Andre said with thumbs up. I guess it was all Rose’s doing. She had put in a lot of effort. Along with Nat…

“Thanks guys… Nat helped a lot… so now we should start discussing this idea more so I can call him up later this week itself and let him know all the details!” She added, suggesting us to get right at it. It was a good idea.

Great idea in fact… I don’t mind whatever we’re doing as long as I’m busy. I want to keep occupied. I just wish I could forget this letter and everything else would be fine. Ugh, I just want to get him out of my head for good. But why cant I? Especially now that he has sent this letter to me and all, I should just get it over and done with. Why should I care? I shouldn’t, I don’t! Like I haven’t got enough on my mind with my so-called boyfriend… now I have to go through this stuff. Not done. I so need to talk to someone about this… I can never keep things inside me, I have to talk to someone… and that’s always Rose but I don’t want to bother her this time. She doesn’t even know about any of this… I haven’t had a chance to ever mention it. She seems so tired and worn out, poor girl has enough on her mind. She’s basically managing this entire thing! She has her studies and her own relationship to take care of… and plus, she seems happy; I don’t want to ruin it for her.

* * *

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Esa sensación perfecta


“Congratulation Jaan…” I whispered softly and kissed him lightly on the tip of his nose.

“Thanks sweetheart… the best part was telling you about it…” He whispered back. He knows I love it when he whispers. I looked up in his eyes and pulled him a bit closer. As close as I could. Enough for me to close my eyes and yet know he’s there because I can feel his body against mine, and his breath on my neck.

“Somebody’s going to be a famous rock star…”

“Hmmm, true…” He said, looking right at me, “he’ll need a groupie, interested?” he teased.

“I’d like that… only your groupie…” I said and closed my eyes as our lips met. He took my hands in his and rested them against the wall as mine hit the light switch off. A pure co-incident. That too a beautiful one… he pushed his lips harder or mine and suddenly backed away, without a sign or hint… he pushed away slightly. I opened my eyes at the touch of his finger on my lips. “I held your hands and felt those lips, sexy and sensual, too much for my fingertips…” he whispered. “I wrote that for you…it’s exactly how I feel when I touch your lips…”

I smiled and looked away. “Thank you jaan, but I’m really not that good…” I replied after a few moments.

“Yes you are…”

“I have to leave soon…” I said and smiled slightly. Conner tightened his grip around my waste and looked right in my eyes.

“No you don’t…”

“I really do…” I repeated, not being able to look away.

“Rose…”

“Yea…” I whispered back.

“Rose….” He repeated, as his right hand moved up my back and onto my neck. He slowly took the strain of hair touching my cheeks and tucked it behind my ear as he held me tighter from his left hand. I could feel his fingers across my neck as I closed my eyes.

“You can leave…” He whispered coming closer and loosening his grip. Aww… as if I could… I leaned forward and kissed him. He knew me too well… I love the feel of his fingers on my neck… on my skin… his grip on my waste… It’s amazing how subtle he is…

“Don’t you have to leave soon?” He asked as he unbuttoned the 2nd last button…

“Me? No… why would you say something so crazy? How random Conner…” I said and laughed. I just wanted to stay here in his arms. I didn’t even notice the unbuttoned buttons till they were halfway undone already… didn’t I say, subtle… and I loved it.

“Good. Then your all mine tonight!” He said, sounding like a little kid possessing over his favorite car. I kissed the tip of his nose.

“I’m always all yours…” I assured, even though we both knew that… Conner looked down at my top and smiled.

“This top has a history… every time you wear it I just cant ever control myself. Even though its full sleeves and everything, you just look so beautiful in it…” he said, “So, seeing your wearing it today, its only fair if we don’t break the pattern…”

“Mmm I don’t know about that…” I teased. You have to wake up early.

“Do you want to leave?”

“What if I do?” I asked, with my typical I love teasing you smile.

“Well, you can leave, if you want to go… you can leave anytime… now… in 10 minutes… this moment….” I felt his left hand move up my waste as he slipped off a strap from my shoulder and unhooked my bra with the other hand. “Anytime…” I let myself lose as i felt his lips. He kissed me deeper so I wouldnt get a chance to say something this time, or try and leave .. I… he’s too amazing to leave right now… I just want to spend tonight with him… I wont be able to sleep if I leave like this anyway… not tonight… I’d rather spend these hours kissing and hugging him then be back in my apartment… and I for one cannot resist Conner. Which of course, no girl can… but it’s only right if I don’t hold my self back me being his girlfriend… other wise there wouldn’t be much difference between other girls and me!! I’m the lucky Rose. Lucky to be with this amazing guy. He’s so good… you know that feeling you look for everywhere… when you see romantic comedy’s or TV Shows and see a kiss or a Romantic scene and that feeling… you wish you could have it too, the one 2 people in love share… I have it, right here with me… so why would any girl want to give it away… it’s so hard to find a guy who holds you so delicately, knows all your weaknesses without you having to tell him, a guy who can make you forget where you are and what’s going on around you just by the touch of his lips on your. A guy who gives you goose bumps and butterflies just by his touch on your skin… someone who will stand up for you yet respect your independence… a guy that finds you beautiful not just hot… someone who’s eyes you can look into and realize how beautiful life is, how much love and respect he’s got for you… his eye’s say it all… no words necessary, no poems no quotations… just his eyes… and that’s the moment you’ve been waiting for all your life… it’s the moment when you just know he’s the one… he’s forever and he’s everything you want for the rest of your life… and that’s Conner for me… I love him… and I hope this will last forever…

* * *

I quietly unlocked the door and entered the hall, trying my best to not make a sound. It’s 6am… I just woke up, carried my shoes and purse and came back… I didn’t even get time to change into my clothes… I guess I’ll just return Conner’s shirt sometime today… I kind of like being in his Shirt. I can still smell him… I don’t know if his smell is coming from me or the shirt… Aww… either way, I like it. I wish I could have stayed there longer, I think we slept at about 4:00 am and now its 6:00… 2 hours…

Suddenly Maria’s door swung open and she came out. She looked at me strangely and then looked up at the clock. “Could have told me you won’t be coming back tonight… I was waiting because you said you’d be back in awhile.” She said and yawned. She was pissed off, I could just tell. “You have an early lecture this morning…” She reminded me. I knew that!

“Sorry… I completely forgot to tell you…” I apologized and sat on the couch. Ugh, my head hurts. Maybe I should sleep a bit and miss the 1st lecture.

“Rose… you need to pay attention on your studies…” Maria said, walking into the kitchen. Oh no, please, no lectures right now… it’s 6 in the morning!

“Just generally… how many times in this week have you two… you know…”

“What? Why? Maria… since when are you into –”

“Just answer!”

“Umm… I don’t know… 7 I guess, since last Monday…” I shrugged.

“That’s 7 in 7 days!” Maria snapped.

“Yeah well… what’s your point?” I asked confused. What’s wrong with 2 people being in love? I don’t get it.

“Rose your not studying… and I just think you should lay off a bit…”

“Oh please! Just because you can go like 100 years liking Andre and not even tell him doesn’t mean we all must be like you!” I said and walked to my room, then slammed my door shut. I sooo didn’t need this 1st thing in the morning! Sure, I was a bit rude just then but what do you expect? She really shouldn’t have started at me just then!

I tried to look around for my Pj’s but couldn’t find them. Ugh, might as well change into what I’ll be wearing for the lecture… only have a few hours left. My door slowly opened as I saw Maria stand behind it, with 2 cups of Tea. She handed one over to me and sat down on my bed.

“I’m sorry… I shouldn’t have…” she said and smiled apologetically. I personally was just happy to have tea in my hand!

“Mmm…” I shook my head slowly and sipped from the cup. Of course I’m not just going to let it slip like that!

“Rose! I’m sorry… come on…” She said, hitting her empty hand on the bed. “Tell me… how was it?”

“What?” I asked, shocked. Maria of all people wanted to know how my time with Conner was? But she doesn’t even like how we’re always lovey dovey, or at least that’s what she calls it!

“Go on… tell me… I deserve it, I was just a pain to you!” She said and laughed. Ha ha. So this is like her punishment then, her having to hear about Conner and me…

“There’s nothing to say… except… I love him…” I said and paused. “I just feel so on top of the world when I’m with him! He’s so… amazingly good…”

“Good??”

“Well… as in he knows exactly what to say what to do and when to say it… and he just holds me so delicately. Conner is… he’s…”

“The perfect description of sensual?” Maria added.

“I…guess…”

“Well he’s your boyfriend, of course he should know how to turn you on!”

“But a lot of guys can’t do it well… and things just fall in place with him… like you’re in a movie.” I explained. I could see from Maria’s face she’d had enough.

“Grosse. I can almost picture it.”

“Okay stop your imagination right there!!” I said and drank from my cup. “But yeah, basically, it just feels right… everything with him feel’s right… even if we’re just discussing something about the Radio Show or talking about the whether or trying to come up with new idea’s… every little thing he does is magic!” God, I am so corny!

“Nice… you know, I am really happy for you. He’s a nice guy.” She assured me, followed by a long silence. I didn’t mind it, seeing I was tired and enjoying my tea, but I also knew something was on her mind. But what?

“You know… how you said outside that not everyone is like me? The Andre thing…” she said, before I could ask her what was wrong.

“I’m sorry… for saying that…” I quickly apologized, feeling horrible for bringing it up. That was mean. I know how much she likes him… dammit Rose; you’re such a bad friend!

“Nah that’s okay… except… what you said is not true anymore…” She said, almost like she was regretting it.

“What do you mean??” I asked.

“Lets just say that statement isn’t right anymore after he came to drop me off home and you weren’t here…”

“Oh. My. God.” No way! Andre and Maria? Finally?? “What happened? Tell me everything!”

“Not much Rose… we just… yeah you know…” Maria was trying to avoid the topic!! From ME!

“Are you both together now?” I asked, curious

“No… we aren’t sure what will happen… we’re going to talk about it today I guess…”

“Is he good?” I teased.

“Shut up!” Maria picked up my pillow and threw it at me.

“What! I’m not the one kissing him while my best friend/Roommate is out!! you cant avoid the topic. You have to tell me,” I said and threw it back at her.

“I will… I promise, once I’ve talked to him… and anyway, he’s so going to tell you this when you meet him. I thought I’d say it 1st…” She explained, getting up.

“I see, so Maria, where were you guys at the time?” I asked, laughing.

“Rose! I’m going to kill you!” She said and shut my door. Awe, I am SO happy for her!! It’s about time anyway… 2 year’s they’ve liked each other. I think they should go out now. I’m glad I wasn’t home… or it wouldn’t have happened yesterday either!

As for Andre, oh he’s so dead. I’m going to get each and every detail out of that boy and tease him for the longest time!! Like he hasn’t told me yet. It’s already 6.30am, he should have! Maybe I can talk to him after my class… between the break… yes, that’s what I’m going to do… but right now, I think I’ll take a quick nap. Maria would wake me up anyway.

“Maria, wake me up in awhile please…” I screamed from my room… “Unless of course Andre comes over and you’re busy!!” I heard a loud bang on the other side of the wall from her room. Ha ha. Poor her. But this will be fun… I’ve wanted this for so long… for them to finally be together… except, it would be a bit weird, having my 2 best friends go out with each other… wow.

"Les quatre garçons ..."

I quickly put on a pair of black cargo pants that Maria hadn’t worn for god knows how long! It was right at the bottom of her clothes, along with my light green Cape’ style full sleeves T-Shirt. Conner absolutely loved this T! Why? I’m not so sure… something about it looking hot with black pants? Or maybe the material… it’s a soft somewhat transparent fluro-ish skin tight green… lets just say we’ve, well … it’s a good luck t-shirt ;-) if you know what I mean… if not, then I guess your boyfriend just isn’t as romantic as mine!

“I’m here!” Jake said and popped his head in from the half open window. I ignored him and went on with tying my hair up. Jake opened the window wider and jumped inside.

“You know… we have a door… try that next time.” I said, looking over at the unleashed door.

“Nah, I’ve always wanted to climb into a girls room! I feel much better now.” He replied looking around the room and then grinned.

“Oh really? Yeah, wait till you get down stairs… I’m pretty sure you’ll feel much more better once I tell Conner that,” I said and laughed. “I’m sure he’ll be fine with you climbing into his girlfriends room from the window…”

“Dude, please. The boy is a martial arts kid, pity me will you?” He said fiddling with Maria’s earrings that were on the kitchen table.

“Ha-ha, what ever. Get out!” I grabbed my bag and mobile from the bed and shut the front door, and locked the window.

“Why are you locking the window?” Jake asked, confused.

“In case another wacko comes along and tries to fulfil his strange fantasies in my apartment.” I replied, looking over at him for the 1st time since he’d come. He was wearing a blue shirt with white splashes on it and black denim jeans. What was the occasion? Down stairs Jan and Andre were both also in shirts and jeans. And Conner, in my favourite red FCUK shirt that I got him sometime last year. Which he’s hardly work 5-6 times. Always on some important occasion… he looked hot… his hair looked nice and he was wearing his muddy blue jeans with the shirts sleeves half rolled up and a white t-shirt underneath the red shirt, which you could barley see.

“Ok spill, what’s the occasion?” I asked, feeling a bit under dressed. In fact, too underdressed.

“Nothing at all, it seriously just happened that we all ended up wearing shirts today. That’s exactly what we were laughing about 2 minutes ago before you came outside… because we knew you’d ask what’s up…” Conner said and held my hand. Hmmm… I guess its possible… I just smiled and hugged him.

“Fine, I believe you…” I said, staring at Andre’s hair. Looked cool. I’m not sure what he’d done to it though. It looked… hmmm… different! One of the reasons being he hadn’t gelled it, or done anything to it today so it just fell on his forehead like a fringe but cooler. They all just looked too dressed for it to be a coincident… but oh well… who knows, maybe it is just one.

I got in the back seat between Jake and Andre. Usually I sit in the front when Conner’s driving, but seeing the 3 guys were there, it’d be un balanced if I made all 3 sit at the back and I sat in the front… and plus, Jan loves sitting there! When I sit at the back, middle’s my spot. Why in the world would you sit on either side? I mean, you’ve got this big seat in front you, how irritating. From the middle I can see the road ahead. I know, how childish or whatever, but its just a habit. I picked up the file from under me on the seat. The red one with all the songs… it had some new lyrics. Nice ones. But you really can’t tell much till the time they sing it, as you don’t know how the tune goes. Such as once there were these lyrics I really didn’t like much, but when they started singing, I loved it. Just the slow tune it took and the way the entire song just swayed in time, it was absolutely perfect. Then, there are times when they just scream good lyrics out and I hate it. So, no judging it till I’ve heard them sing it… “Interesting,” I whispered, going through them all for the 2nd time. I know these guys so well that I can just tell which ones probably came up with what lyrics… there were 2 songs in here that seemed familiar.

“Hey, Isn’t this the song I wrote with yo Andre when Conner had gone home for those 2 weeks and we wrote the shittiest music and then finally came up with this song??” it was a song about a couple from heaven. As in angels. And the way the girl was and how the guy changes ways and it was quiet sweet… “Yeah, we figured a really cool tune for it, which you’ll probably hear today.” Jake said, looking over at André. The next one was Conner’s… I could tell… obviously they probably had a say in it too but I’m pretty sure it was his words… because no body else’s words give me shivers down my neck…

I held your hands and felt those lips, sexy and sensual, too much for my fingertips…

How awesome is that? As if that doesn’t just make you want to pause and just… think about it… Conner’s got this awesome ability, a talent, to make any girl so weak in her knees just by his one look… his voice… his words… not just me, but every girl… I guess in a way that’s a bad thing – for me. A million girls like him because he’s just so irresistible, and you can’t expect him to not talk to all of them… but it’s also a good thing. It means my Jaan will be a good rock star and he’ll be famous as and everyone will love him… that is what I want, him to make his passion into his life. It’s so amazing the way he does it. No matter what sort of mood you’re in, just… having him there changes it all… and I am SO glad to be the only girl he means it too J

I pointed at that one line and looked at Jake. He smiled back, “Yeah, that’s right. It’s Conner’s’… as always!”

“Which one is that?” Conner asked from the front, looking back at me in the review mirror. I felt like you do when you have chemistry with a guy but you’re not with him and he always looks back at you in the review mirror when he’s driving and your eyes meet… Aww, he is the guy I’ve got chemistry with! And the guy I have a crush on, and my fling and my boyfriend, my friend and … my love… my life…

“The pretty girl one… the entire paragraph.” Andre replied. They all knew about it!

We pulled into the parking lot of Checkers. One of the hottest venues in town. What were we doing here? I thought they wanted to go for practise? Conner parked the car between a Merceries and a Ferrari. Yes, hot cars in the car park of a hot venue! Our Toyota Corolla looked kind of cute and purely innocent in front of the big rich cars.

“Why here?” I finally asked looking around at them.

“We’ve got to see this guy… the manager. I don’t know he wanted to know something about the guitars we use or our equipment or something strange, his son’s into music and I guess we were the 1st option so he asked us to drop by sometime so he could ask us a few questions. Seeing it’s on the way, I thought we’d do it now.” Conner said and turned the car off. “Is that ok sweetheart?” He asked, turning around to look at me.

“Yeah, sure… why don’t you guys go in and I’ll stay here,” I said and smiled. It was a bit sudden, coming here, but I guess 5 minutes wont hurt.

“No, come with us inside… I don’t want you to sit out here… please,” He said, giving me his for me? Look, and I just wanted to lean forward and kiss him but instead I smiled and said sure. I think I can spare the guys another Conner and Rose show he he.

We walked inside through the massive reception and the small waterfall surrounded with flowers and trees. This pace was full of mirrors. Mirrors on top, at the side’s… red carpet on the floor. We got into the lift and Jan pressed floor 14 of 16 floors. I bet it’d have a nice view… I’ve always wanted to throw a party here. Lucky damn manager!

“How awesome is this place? Even the lift has a mirror on top…” I muttered under my breath. The lift stopped at the 10th floor as a bunch of punk guys came in, going to the 16th floor. Then on 13th floor came 2 girls, in hip hop outfits, they were both wearing brown cargos with baby pink skintight spaghettis. Finally, our floor. 14th. I almost stopped breathing in there that’s how congested it got! Why couldn’t they have used the 20 other lifts?

Everything was so quiet. The boy’s weren’t even talking… only Andre trying to trip me with his feet every 2 minutes, but that’s really it. He does that the entire time anyway so nothing new. But why the silence? For the 1st time it was actually awkward… I’d say something, but I’m too busy admiring this place. I really like the idea of green walls. Light green textured walls and white photo frames on it… it looked awesome. I’ve never been on the 14th floor before. I came here once long time back, but only went up till 6th floor. A while back I was meant to come here for someone’s party, but something came up so couldn’t make it… Conner walked up to the 2nd reception in the middle of the hallway. There was a red head standing behind the counter, she had grey eyes. Oh please, she was full on flirting with Conner. They talked like they knew each other – at least the body language. Conner knows everybody. The red head handed him a pair of keys and smiled. He came back with the pair of keys and walked past me to room number 12. 2 and 1, 3… hmm, that’s good.

“I thought you had to see the manager?” I asked.

“Yeah in a second! Just give me a minute… and we’ll go.” Conner said as he tried to unlock the door. It was really dark inside; I couldn’t really see anything… suddenly the light went on. Whoa, this place was big. Quiet big! Probably thrice the size of my apartment!! It was like a hall not a room! The same green wall with white frames and a red carpet, it had mirrors on 2 of the sidewalls, the length of the room and a few couches on the other end, there was a green, black and a yellow one and 3-4 colourful beanbags. Behind that was a door, but I wasn’t sure what that lead to. I turned around to look at Conner, but what was behind him grabbed my attention… it’s… his guitar… and their drums, mikes, the keyboard and a bunch of new equipment!

“What’s… happening…? I asked, slowly looking over at all of them. “Why is all your stuff here?” Conner and Andre had a cheeky smile white Jake grinned, and Jan was leaning on the side mirror, smiling. What was this? Some kind of joke?

“Jake? Is this some joke? Conner, I’m confused…” I was shuffling between all of them, trying to find out why their stuff was here… what the hell?

Suddenly a guy dressed up in an expensive looking suit walked in. he looked in his 40’s, with a really classy attitude. He smiled and walked over to Conner.

“Oh good, you boys are here. I was waiting for you,” He said, rubbing his hands together the way people do when they’re either cold or about to announce something. Who is he?

“Hi John, yeah we got here awhile back… I wanted to show Rose the place once… Rose, that’s John Masaska, he’s the manager.

“Hey,” I said and shook his hand. So that’s the manager. I guess he looked like one too. Seemed rich and classy enough to be the manager of such a posh place for sure. Even though that still doesn’t explain why all their instruments are here? Please don’t tell me their going to let John’s kid experiment on that! Just because he’s rich doesn’t mean they have to do that.

“Oh your Rose! Hello, and welcome to Checkers!” He said enthusiastically and smiled. “I’ve been told you don’t know what’s going on, is that right?” I what?

“Uh…”

“Obviously that’s a No… I don’t know how they bought you here with what lie but, the boys here had told me they want to keep it a secret for the time being… and them bringing you here today obviously means its time.” Why does he talk like something’s being hidden? Now I officially wish I’d never come. This is so strange. Tell me what? Are they selling their instruments to these people? Why would they buy it? I… argh, tell me already! For some reason I have this… feeling… this good feeling deep inside about this entire thing, but the way John is explaining, he makes it sound like someone’s died. Glad we haven’t come to a funeral home. He rubbed his hands together again as my heart skipped a beat. I looked over at Conner once again before John said something. He looked happy. That’s a start.

“Well Rose, I’ve heard these boys play… and their quiet talented I must say. So, hence because I love their work I’ve decided to sign them up… for a contract with us…” Oh-my-god… “For now, It’s a 6 months contract, which in a month or 2 can be changed into a 12 month contract… it’s a gig every Saturday night, $80 each, for every gig, $100 if their on a Sunday and… if we need them sometime in the week, that’s a $120 per person for every gig they do… mean while, this place is theirs for practise any time of the day. 24/7 anytime… along with the equipment and they also get a members 30% discount on other things…” He said and paused, there was a silence. I couldn’t even blink my eye. I just stared at him, wide eyed. “Their 1st gig is this Friday night, which is a weekday, hence they’ll be getting $120 each… we have a special gig on Friday night and we need a band on the last moment…that too a new one…” this is unbelievable… was I going to wake up sometime soon? $120 dollars each! Checkers! This hall for practise instead of having the rehearsal room of the university or that stupid back stage of the club!

“I…I’m speechless… oh my god…” I whispered, with my hand over my mouth. “I really hope this isn’t… some joke… I don’t know what to say!” I went over and hugged Conner and closed my eyes.

“Jaan! This is SO good!! As if you didn’t tell me… Wow I mean… look at this place!! You’ve done it!” I couldn’t help crying, but it wasn’t because I was sad… they were happy tears… Conner wrapped his arms around me tight.

“I wanted to surprise you… I knew you’d be happy…” he replied, and kissed my forehead. Aww, this is… touchwood!!! This is so good! All those rehearsals and band practises and lyrics weren’t of no use and this passion of theirs just got them into Checkers!

I walked over to Jan and hugged him. How sly, this is why the guys were so quiet the entire time, they knew if they blabbered on too much like they do every day they’d spill it all out! It’s so sweet, of them to surprise me!! God this… I can’t believe its real… it’s so amazing…

“Andre! You idiot, god I’m so happy for you… finally of some use aren’t you….” I said and laughed. And Jake, he won’t have to sit around and trouble me anymore or borrow from his dad all the time. I know he’s relieved, he doesn’t get along with his dad well and now he doesn’t have to always call him up and take his shit… and he knew I was thinking along the same lines as him when I got to him after Andre. He gave me this look, when something’s don’t need to be said because their just understood… that one… he nodded and gave me a hug.

“Thanks,” He whispered. Me? I didn’t do anything… nothing that I shouldn’t have done. Just helped him with his dad every now and then, but he’s my friend and I’ll always be there for him. My 4 little awesome guys. Jake is like a little brother, even though he’s my age or a bit older, he’s always like a small sibling… he looks out for me all the time and I look out for him. Jan and I just share something so awesome that I don’t have with anybody else because he always helps me out when Conner and I have misunderstandings… and even Conner doesn’t know that! Or maybe he does, but its just something that doesn’t need to be mentioned… we both know Jan tries his best, him being Conner’s room mate and the one guy that’s known him for the longest time. Jan and I have talked for nights and nights, but only ever when we’re discussing Conner… when he’s helping me figure out how he is or how I am when I’m with him. He’s my counsellor friend! Andre is my best friend… he was the 1st friend I made when I came here. Maria and I didn’t know anybody, and he introduced us to all these new people and took us to the footy matches! And… my Jaan… god, he’s not only my best friend but he’s my bestest friend and my life partner… what would I do without him? He’s wanted this for so long… he can finally ditch jobs like BK and other things… he likes his Café job, but he doesn’t have to do the other things… he can easily send money back home and still live comfortably here with this new contract… things will get better for all 4 of them so much… and I’ve never been more happier for them!! Conner’s been singing and writing songs for the longest time… his voice his passion… he deserves this… it’ll give them all a chance to show what their capable of…

“So much for dressing up like this accidentally!!” I said and rolled my eyes. Most of all, I just couldn’t stop thanking John! How sweet is that of him? I mean, he could have just picked some other bands, ones that are also famous… but he saw their talent and decided to give new talent a chance to make their life. His one decision can make or break their life… that is just so nice!

“So really there was no practise today??” I asked looking around as we came back to the car park. I felt so… alive!! And the guys looked so happy and excited… I wanted to hug them again and again! It was adorable!

“Nah, we wanted to show you this place… Conner couldn’t wait anymore!” Andre replied squinting his eyes from the sun. “But we’ll practise tomorrow… seeing we’re preforming on Friday! Which means this week we wont be at Juke Box…” He added.

“You? Hell, no one will be at Juke Box or anywhere else!! We’re all coming to see you guys!” I said confidently. I can’t wait to tell the girls, they will be SO excited!

“That would be good… to have people we know in there…” Jan said with his thinking voice. Lol. Cute, they didn’t even think about it! Offcourse we were all going to be they’re supporting them that night!

“Friday night is my treat, after the show… done?” I asked, getting in the car. Everyone seemed to be okay with it. Why wouldn’t they be, I’m treating! Even though they should be treating seeing they just got the contract but I’m just too happy to not celebrate.

“Why Friday? Let’s go now! You treat today, and it’s our treat on Friday for our 1st gig!” Jake suggested… hmm, not a bad idea! It was only 9.10pm… we could always go out for a little while.

“Alright, let’s call everyone else as well…” I said. That way we could tell them today!

“Tell the girls, and I’ll let Michael and the other guys know.” Andre said taking his phone out. Awesome, this was good… Aww, I could tell everyone!! I want to be the one to announce it! This way, maybe Riley will feel better being out as well… I hope so!

I dialled Maria’s number, trying my best to act a little less excited. I wasn’t going to tell her yet. Only that there’s a good news… not what it is… that’d be told when she’s there! Oh she’d be so happy… specially seeing she’s liked Andre for the longest time and he’s liked her!

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So much for a Plan ..

2… and 4… plus 3 of the other girl’s… so I have to pick 4 models and find… 2 of my own… hmm… I think our college has some pretty girls I could ask. It’d be a good opportunity for them as well.

“Rosaline, hey!” Michael said, walking out of a Biology Lab with a group of other students.

“Hey, haven’t seen you for awhile…” I said and stopped next to the Biology door, letting people have way to go out. Michael leaned forward and hugged me. It really had been awhile since I’d seen him around… maybe 2 weeks? And we’re in the same College. He lives in the building behind mine! “How are you?”

“Good… been a bit busy… I did drop by last night, at your apartment… but I don’t think you guys were there. I thought I’d say hi…” H added. Hmm, last night? Ah… that’s right, I was at Riley’s 1st and then we went shopping… and I was at Andre’s, studying till midnight… that’s probably why.

“Last night… aww, I’m sorry…” I said, as we walked towards the library.

“So where’s Conner? Doesn’t he usually walk you to your lectures?” Michael asked, confirming.

“Yeah…” I said and laughed. He made it sound like it was bad. But sometimes Conner and I just get so busy that the only time you get to talk a bit is between lectures! So we walk together… at days, its not even possible to talk in the breaks or frees because there’s so much work or we have them at different times… I like the fact that he’ll walk with me to my lecture or I’ll walk with him to his… or if we’re going the same way we just walk together… its nice… I get that small amount of time to spend with him. And the fact that we just look so amazing together that people have to stop and stare! Hehe… it’s nice… “H usually does…” I finally said. “But today he’s gone for some experiment at the Medical Research Lab…. Something… weird… you know me, I’m not a medicine girl, I’m really not so sure!” I sort of miss him being here today… and it’s only been a few hours! Funny… god! Imagine if he lived in a different city or country! Imagine not walking with him to lectures or not having him live in the building right in front of mine! Nope, don’t imagine it. At all. Because it’s never going to happen!

“Oh right, Med students…” He said sarcastically, playing dumb to make me feel better. If anything, Michael knew everything. He’s a smart ass who always comes in the top 5 students in our university for the maths exams and quizzes.

“Where are you off to?” I asked, laughing off the sarcasm.

“Library… you?”

“Same… I’m sitting there with the girl’s… have to pick out models for my fashion show… JP’s given me a dead line!” I said and rolled my eyes. Even though the dead line was a week back! Hopefully we’ll pick today. We have the Internet there too, for any models we don’t know we can look up!

“Oh, can I help?” How predictable… men… mention anything related to boobs and vaginae’s and female bodies and they’re all over it without a thought.

“Sure… as long as you don’t throw cheap comments then its cool” I teased, “Oh, and no erections and shit there please…”

“Rose!!” He snapped, trying to reach my hand as I quickly walked further into the library where everyone was quiet. “Oh you’re so dead, wait till we’re out of here.” He whispered, walking over to the computers where Maria and Riley were sitting. Hmmm, Nat said she’d try and be here… maybe she had some work. Oh well, the show must go on! With, or without her. Ha, sorry, just trying to feel a bit important here…

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You have 4 New Mails

To: CRC

From: Conner

Subject: Next Meeting

Hey everyone, the next meeting is held tomorrow night, which is a Tuesday, and its going to be over at Rose and Maria’s from 5pm onwards. Please try your best to be there and kindly reply back if you cannot. We seriously need to start discussion about the coming up events. If the 2 seniors from each year are going to be there, not a problem. But I want at least 1 senior there tomorrow from each year so if you cant make it, make sure you’ve talked it out with the other. Cheers.

P.S. Get some snacks, and good ideas.

Conner

To: Conner

From: Rose

Subject: So much for informing …

Hey you, my place? Was I going to be told earlier about this? … I didn’t know it was over at my place. Anyway, please make it a point to tell me next time :p cheers. By the way, what’s happening with the Multi Cultural thing? Get some more info on that by tomorrow and I’ll try and contact the head of St. Peters about the Exhibition.

P.S. Maria wont finish work till 6pm tomorrow so she will only be able to join us after 6.30.

I love you, Rose

From: Andre

To: R Committee

Subject: Urgent

Rose and Conner, please contact me regarding our show this week… we need to decide some things. It is urgent.

There is a meeting on Wednesday for the new shows and new comers, a lot of forms have come in, so anyone in charge or in part of decisions, please make sure your there Wednesday at 6.00 sharp at the Rehearsal Hall.

Andre

From: Riley

To: Rose

Subject: Omg

Rose! I’m in shit! L I don’t know what to do… buzz me when you’re online… please! Love you xo

From: Rose

To: R Committee, Riley

Subject: Only 1 Rose!!

Guys, there’s only one me. As much as I wish I could be at more then once place at once, I cant… I have to see JP Wednesday night, so I’ll be leaving early, by about 7.30pm and Andre, the urgent thing can be taken care of tomorrow night at CRC my place… which by the way PLEASE don’t be early for, I will only get there dot 5.30pm! R committee please bring some decent ideas, any more of Paul’s awful stuff and I’m out. Cheers,

Riley

P.S. Riley, come over in an hour or so if you must, we’ll talk.

Nat is Online

Hey girl! What’s up?

Hey hey, not much just checking my mailz… so much damn stuff! I can’t do all this at once and still get good grades.

Aww poor you… need any help?

From: Jake

To: Rose

Subject: Practise

Hey Rosaline, we have practise tonight!!! Be there by around 8.30 pm, if you need a lift let me know. Cya

From: Rose

To: Jake

Subject: Lost

Practise for what?? And why am I a part of it?

Yeah, I could do with some help… just please make sure these guys do the right thing tomorrow over my place, I’m going to be damn moody and stingy by 5.30pm tomorrow, and I wont have any strength to put up with anyone… and even worse by Wednesday…

Aww, don’t you worry, I’ll make sure everybody behaves and leaves the place spotless. You just relax.

From: Jake

To: Rose

Subject: Music

Band practise idiot, and you so gotta be there! Conner was all excited about you coming… and we need feed back, please please don’t say no! We’re really looking forward to it… so, pick you up at 7.45? Awesome! See you then, thanks a lot you rock! Jake

I don’t know… people are SO irritating me now… its like I’m meant to be at everything all the time… when am I meant to do my work? I DO study here, and studying is the last thing on my list everyday.

Aha… I might have a solution for that!

What?

For studying… and how you could take time out for that… it’s easy! And you can get everything else done too.

By doing what?

A study group!

Well, we could have a CRC study group… as in we organize it for the students in one of the lecture rooms where your not allowed to be unless your supervised. We can have like a day of the week where we have study hours from say 12- 6 or maybe 2-8pm and people can come in and study.

But why would they need the CRC to do that? Anyone can go somewhere quiet and study on any day of the week…

Yeah I know, but we could make it so that any help they need from any of their teachers, we can provide that for them too, the teachers and their help… and it could be cool… like with snacks and stuff, and computers for students. It would be quiet and good for studying… and we can get permissions to use the Uni equipments too. What say?

Hmmm I guess so… I could be in charge of that – I’d love to do this… that way I could sit there and finish my work too!

Exactly.

But we need a little more then just those things… something different that students can’t do on their own.

We’ll come up with something… before tomorrow. You think and I’ll think too, and we’ll tell them the idea at the meeting.

All right, awesome… thanks for helping!

Not a problem babe, anytime.

From: Rose

To: Riley

Subject: Sorry.

Hey honey, I’m so sorry… I can’t see you today anymore… I completely forgot I had to go for the guys band practise tonight and gosh, things have been a bit busy lately haven’t they? I’m so tired. What’s wrong? Your mail didn’t say much… how about I drop by your place when I’m back? And we’ll talk then… it might be a bit late though, around 10.30 or 11.00pm… is that all right? Let me know, you take care till then, love you too, Rose.

1 New Mail

From: Ava

To: Rose

Subject: Meeting

Hey Rosaline, It’s Ava… I just thought I’d leave a message asking you when you’re free for meeting? I know we only met yesterday and I just found out about a lot of things and I’m still new to this stuff… so I’m not so sure what to do… but since I’m helping you with the website and the story, please do let me know when your free and we can catch up. Thanks, Ava

So what are you doing for the rest of this week?

I don’t know… not much actually… oh, except offcourse meeting Matt tomorrow afternoon for lunch! J

Oh nice. You guys seem to be hitting it off well already… specially after the coffee yesterday… from what you told me, he so likes you!

Hehehe I think so too! What’s your plan?

From: Riley

To: Rose

Subject: About tonight!

Thanks so much Rose… you’re too sweet… yeah I didn’t explain much in my mail because I didn’t know what to say… I’m sorry… I’d rather talk personally… and tonight is fine with me, anytime is good with me… don’t worry about being late I’ll be up till about 2-3 am anyway…I’m just sorry for putting it at you so suddenly, I know your really busy. See you… thanks again.

Uh, I’m going for the band practise tonight, soon. I don’t know why I have to be there! But arguing with them is like banging your head on the wall – you’ll never win. Then I’m going over to Riley’s… she wants to talk…

Lol, ouch… busy night ha? Poor you… are you free for the week though?

From: Rose

To: Riley

Subject: No problem

Not a problem honey, and why stay up so late? Don’t do that, you gotta be fresh tomorrow… we’ll talk don’t worry, and tell me everything when I’m there, till then take care. Bye!

Well, I’ve got Uni in the day and I’ll have to like leave 10 minutes early to get back for the CRC meeting…can you believe it Conner just told me today with everybody else that its at my house!! Then I have to be at the radio show with Conner and Andre. Wednesday is the radio meeting, and then I have to go see JP. Thursday I’m hoping we would have decided something about the multi cultural event so that I can have a meeting with the CRC head and the principle, I still have to squeeze time in to go to St. Peters to talk to the principle there… and I’m working Thursday night from 6-11, and Friday I have to see JP, this weekend is the before wedding party!! Gosh…Nat, I’m going nuts…

Whoa…

AND I still have to fix a time to meet Ava… I’m going to have to do all this in my breaks… and you know after the meeting tomorrow we’d have more meetings for different events…god knows what I’m going to do.

That’s way too much rose, you need to take a break…why don’t you just tell them you can’t be at every meeting and take charge of everything? Its team work, not Rose does it all.

Mmm… I know… but if I don’t go nothing will be done.

I agree.

From: Rose

To: Ava

Subject: All right

That’s fine with me… I just need sometime I’m sorry I’ve been really busy. I don’t have even a minute to spare at the moment… but I promise I will do something this week itself, and I’ll let you know as soon as I have something figured out. You’ll be the 1st one to know, thanks for putting in time and effort.

Rose

Anyhow, I gotta go Nat… take care; I’ll see you tomorrow sometime. Think about ideas and get junk! Jakes going to be here in 10, ox

All right sweetie, take care… and don’t stress. Later.

Right now, I was so tired that I could probably go to sleep and not wake up for 20 hours. I really badly need some sleep… that is exactly what I’d planned… I’d thought I would have Riley over for a while she would leave by 9.30, by then Maria would be home and I would go to sleep… and wake up tomorrow for my classes… now instead I have to go to the band practise, STILL no idea why the hell I cant do it another day… come back late, knowing the guys at about 11.30, and then go over to Riley’s, stay there for an hour or 2, which is like 1.30/2 am… and wake up again by 9… or maybe 8, so I have 2 hours to study. Argh. Soo… now, what am I going to wear? Obviously, something owned by Maria.

1 New Sms

I love you… Conner

Aww, as if… I’m so tired and just his one Sms can make me smile… god, the guy doesn’t even need to make an effort to make my day. Not good. Not good at all. Rose, get a hold of yourself! You have to concentrate! You’re tired, and not very happy about having to go to practise today… not happy at all… ow… I love him too…